I can't take it anymore.

Nowadays having dinner with ------ , i feel very stress. That day having dinner, A ask me if i want to pay the ticket anot "over the table" , because A said B its her Bday too gt pay the tickets , so A ask me if i want to pay. My answer is ~~~~ of coz i will pay, or else can i be thick skin & said in front of the table that i don't want to pay???? I  just felt that A should just msg me the price, and on that day i did tell the organizer i will pay my own ticket.

Few mths back, having dinner with -----, they will discussing my work. I really don't understand why everyone is asking to leave my job??? what is wrong w working alone?I regret a thousands times mentioning about my job on the table w them, although i am sorry that i make a fuss at the moment, this will be last time i will talk to anyone of them regarding my job. Never in a dinner i have to held back my tears to finished a meal.

And is it that i immature or over sensitive? i feel that the topics on the table getting more " Serious" like properties , having houses & changing jobs. I know is just the stage of life, but  I miss the times we talk about stupid stuffs.